Last Night was great

I had the party for my 25th class reunion last night and it went better than even I dreamed about. The kids who teased me in high school were the ones who were the nicest to me. I was so nervous about how last night would turn out. I got plowed! I can't drink tonight because I am going to the door at my favorite bar. Then I have church tomorrow so no I don't think I want to have a hang over tommorrow. Last night went a very long way in healing what was ailing to me. I am not ever going to be ashamed of where I have come from andI am so glad I finally got the respect I deserved

This is my new blog

I have just started this blog today. This is better then any journal I could write in my own hand. I am going to try and do this blog everyday. For me I am a very stubborn in my view point and sometimes that can get me in trouble. I am a 42 year old single woman and I have to say I have chosen to be that way for a long time. I am a rape and domestic Violence survivior and for a very long time I didn't want to have anything to do with the male species at all. Love wasn't in the cards at that point in my life at that point. As I have gotten older I have realized that I could be pushing the man of my dreams out of my life because of my fear. If I let him that that away from I will be letting him win and I am not going to do that. I am not that content in my single life anymore. But I will not settle for anything less then being loved and cerished and wanted. I deserve that much. So alot of my viewpoints come from that place where I have survived so much and I am alive to have opinions. I am outta here for now! Peace and God Bless Paige